Tears...

My mom and dad have been wanting to have a sleepover with Graeme for weeks now and I finally gave in and let him go. I know that they will take amazing care of him but it breaks my heart to watch him pull out of the driveway with someone else. I cry every time he leaves and it makes me sick to my stomach to think that one day he'll be pulling out of the drive way on his own, in a car, by himself. Its hard to imagine that one day my precious baby boy who depends on me for everything, will not need me anymore. I won't get to hold him, rock, him to sleep, feed him, or protect him. I wonder how I can keep him from all the horrible things in this scary world and have to reming myself constantly that I can't...that it's up to God to protect him and watch over him when I can't.

I will lie down and sleep in peace, for You alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety. Psalm 4:8